Saturday, September 10, 2005

i never did realised how much i really missed them till i rewatched the vcd. so many memories keep flooding back. the june trip. everything. i guess we cant go back to the past anymore. and will they come..? even if they do come, will i be able to go? i have so many questions that i have yet to answer.

its like i keep regretting. regretting why we have started chasing so late. we should have started earlier. should have known faith earlier. should have known all of you earlier. sigh. judging by our aa-ness, we should be quite well known by now.
-.- its too late to do anything now. i shall be the good girl im supposed to be and go study. get good prelim results and maybe my wishes will come true.

what a wishful thinking. but well. since you wanna have a dream. might as well as have a big dream. as sick as i am of all that im going through now, i realise that im quite a blessed girl. at least im not like anna fu. lets just wish that i can score well for prelims and get myself into a fucking good jc so i dont have to worry anymore.

sigh. i love all of you who cared. thanks.

what will you do
if one day you realise he's not the person you thought he was?
that everything was a pretense
that he never cared?


huiyi rants at 9:25 AM